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The Knife Of The Party

by "Rust"

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What to do at 2 AM with so much on your mind? How to see which way to go when you feel so blind? Who to ask for comfort when you know you're deserving none? How can I make myself leave you behind? It seems it's just my luck to realize I had perfection Only after that perfection went and left me in the dust And I'm begging on my knees with my eyes raised up to heaven But the tears are gonna freeze me, leave me turning into rust The days are getting restless, and the nights are living hell And I can't run and I can't hide, cause where I am, you're there as well What to do with demons here and demons all around? Hearing bells of silence tolling out their mournful sound Whom do you ask when you need the strength to turn and run? How can I make myself leave you behind? It seems it's just my luck to realize I had perfection Only after that perfection went and left me in the dust And I'm begging on my knees with my eyes raised up to heaven But the tears are gonna freeze me, leave me turning into rust The days are getting restless, and the nights are living hell And I can't run and I can't hide, cause where I am, you're there as well I don't care if you know it or you never see my face again It seems it's just my luck to realize I had perfection Only after that perfection went and left me in the dust And I'm begging on my knees with my eyes raised up to heaven But the tears are gonna freeze me, leave me turning into rust The days are getting restless, and the nights are living hell And I can't run and I can't hide, cause where I am, you're there as well
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Dear God, I don’t want to fight I don’t wanna draw these guns don’t wanna duel to the death with you tonight I don’t wanna feel like I have to saddle up and take you for a ride Dear girl, we used to have it all we used to run around turned up our nose at others, one and all spent our days laughing hard, not knowing we were destined for a fall So take your fingers off that big red button there’s no use in more destruction, no use in fighting on, no take your fingers off that cold black trigger don’t make this mess get bigger just let this thing be done you know we both would rather be gone oh baby, this time ain’t almost done it’s already gone already in a hole far from the sun we both had a hand in its death but you don’t have the sense to turn and run So take your fingers off that big red button there’s no use in more destruction, no use in fighting on, no take your fingers off that cold black trigger don’t make this mess get bigger just let this thing be done you know we both would rather be gone
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Dream 42 03:54
Well you know we’re here at last. It took so long but morning came. You know we have to leave it fast, Nothing will ever be the same as it was. The waves go out, let’s ride them down. Ride them to the setting sun. you won’t need your broken crown, it’s too heavy, you can’t run with it. Do what you need to stay alive. Be who you know you’re meant to be. It won’t matter when you arrive, you know you’ll finally be set free from it. You’re no hero, and neither am I. You’ll do what ever you’re driven to. You know it’s wrong to cheat and lie, but you must be sure your dreams come true. Even if you feel the need, don’t hide yourself away from me. Yes I’ll make sure that you’re freed, you know I’ll always be there for you. What can I say to make you see? If you won’t hear then you’ll stay to die. Have you ever been lied to by someone like me? You know that I’m always on the side of the angels.
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Walkin’ the road in New Orleans ya see a lot of crazy things, you see the people running around their lives hangin’ by a string and dontcha know that you’re never alone these people are just like you, there’s nothing new under the sun ya know in your heart it’s true. I saw this girl with no last name she sat there and she stared, she asked me why I stood there alone but I saw she didn’t care and I wished I could reach out to her and help her face the world, but she couldn’t stand to be tied down she’d rather move along I saw some children at their games all dancin’ in the rain their smiles they were plastic I could see they were in pain and I asked them why they hid their pain but answer there came none but I knew the reason they were scared I knew why they had to run so walkin’ the road in New Orleans ya see a lot of crazy things, you see the people running around their lives hangin’ by a string
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i saw you standing there, forever ago on a warm summer night, in a sunset glow and i fell into the water and i fell for your dark eyed charms it was a beautiful night and over too soon and i never guessed, by the light of that moon i would ask for your hand i would hold you and cause you harm i was James Dean in my olds 88 you were Natalie Wood waiting at the gate and the two of us tried to drive the night away but it was never here to stay it was many years later on another dark night when we sat together in the restaurant light and you fell for me and you never judged my past time kept passing, we were hand in hand kept the fire burning, far across the land and i asked you to love me and and we thought it just might last i was James Dean in my olds 88 you were Natalie Wood waiting at the gate and the two of us tried to drive the night away but it was never here to stay but time kept passing and the changes came and trust got twisted and we passed the blame and the fire that burned couldn't last through the pouring rain and we talked about why and how and when where we were going and where we had been and the fire grew dim in the light of the anger and pain i was James Dean in my olds 88 you were Natalie Wood waiting at the gate and the two of us tried to drive the night away but it was never here to stay i drove through the desert, i drove through the sand i thought i'd drive to the ends of the earth and the land but the cliffs in between have a way of stopping your drive and we looked at each other, no stars in our eyes and wondered how all the love had died and i drove away hardly feeling alive there's a junkyard around my Olds 88 but Natalie Wood says she'll always wait she says "come on, lets drive that way again" but i don't think i can
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On the last day of April She left me alone I asked her to stay But her heart it was stone She said she didn’t love me And I knew it was true So I opened the door And she went on through. I kept the lines open With no hope of reply As far as I knew She had took to the sky I called and I called But no answer she gave She kept up her silence And broke me in half. One day I sat drinking my troubles away now realizing they were here to stay I opened the door And to my surprise She stood there with so many tears in her eyes She told me what Life had been like since she left About Roger and all Of the scars that he left After coming so far She landed back on the street With no money or hope To get up on her feet. We were married at Christmas For the whole world to see I was just happy To have her back here with me. Then I started, and woke up Looked out at the lawn It was the last day of April And she was still long, long gone.
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i was born in a crossfire of wind and lightning and rain under a roof that sheltered nothing but sadness and pain i watched as my mother was killed by those rustling scum i watched daddy smoking the barrel of his own gun so i saddled up my pony and i rode away across the sand just one warm blanket and my daddy's gun in my hand wasn't going anywhere, just didn't want to be where i was i just made my way and i did what a desperate man does my mother once told me that i wouldn't last if i tried to take whatever i saw and she said never never take up a gun cause there's always somebody faster on the draw but i rode and i rode and i took and i gambled and lied and i stole from the rich and the poor and the weak, and they cried with my fine silk shirts and my pistols of ivory and gold i lived like a king with no friends, left out in the cold my mother once told me that i wouldn't last if i tried to take whatever i saw and she said never never take up a gun cause there's always somebody faster in a small town in texas my wild days ended in blood i drew against a gambler and i hit that floor with a thud he stripped me of money, my gold, and my guns, and my pride and i wondered if mother and daddy were watching me die so brothers and sisters, don't listen to my tale with glee don't live like a wild man or you might end up like me in a pool of your own blood, with nothing to show for your years and the terrible thought that you never escaped from your fears
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The man just sat there, sat there in his cell How much cash passed through his hands no one could tell But he never spoke at all It had been a few years since they had locked him away At first he was worried that he was there to stay And his faith was growing small The guards all poked and prodded him, told him to repent Did he kill Big Jim, they wondered, was all the money spent But he never spoke a word Sixteen years deprived of life’s little joys But then one night he got a message from The Boys It was time to fly like a bird Tuesday night they had chosen for to act To get the last member of the gang so as to bring him back And he waited till the time to go After sixteen years of planning it was done fast and well They were already out of town when the guard rang the bell he was ready to go collect the dough Bankers everywhere, beware cause you’ll go down for the Jack of Hearts is finally back in town.
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sometimes in the night there is no way to fill the silence so you crank "biloxi parish" and you wish it all away but even then the night won't hold you with your rock and roll blanket cover eyes and ears and heart and hide until the break of day and the dawn may come to save you from this self made hell you're in it may come and bring you comfort or it may reveal your sins sometimes in the day all these familiar sights around you have you wishing for a time you left or praying to forget and the light that washes over on the coldest winter's day it may blind or it may burn you either way, you lose the bet and the night may come like alcohol to wash out all your wounds and cuts will heal but turn to scars and reminders all too soon you break my heart and tell me that i've broken you the same i can't save you, can't save myself from this deadly lovers game and the day may come when once again the bright light doesn't burn when smiles make you love again and the world begins to turn i pray that day is coming and i pray that you survive the greatest pain, the sharpest joy is when you feel alive
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Roll out the door, start the car, put my eyes on Just down the street is the place where I work It's one of those days, you could touch the horizon I'll drive right on past cause I'm sick of the jerks Money is the anthem of success, so I sing sad songs Jumping off cliffs of reason, it happens every day I'm not a super hero, I don't suit up and right all the wrongs Sacrificing my life wouldn't happen anyway My car got stolen, the insurance wouldn't pay They're lining their pockets and treading on my dreams I'm on my last hundred, just can't spend it today I swear this life can't hold me, I'm busting out the seams The gun's laid out before me, I raise it to my head Cut loose like a deuce while one bullet spins around Tired, disgusted, threw the gun on the bed Tires scream like a banshee as I get out of this town
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london isn't drowning, it's burning in the night the flames and the blackness have come out to fight you have nothing to lose, just your soul and your smile you can bet you'll be hanged if you walk down that criminal mile i don't have nothing, i eat what i steal i pretend that i care, yeah but none of it's real i just sit on this doorstep, i've been here a while and i know i'll be hanged if i walk down that criminal mile it wasn't always like this, my dad shouts in my face i worked for my food, you're a lousy disgrace i had price in my work, no dishonesty, no guile you mark my words boy, you'll be hanged for your criminal style but what has he taught me, with anger and rage? he don't even care so i'll just burn that page who cares what the old man might add to the pile it's his own bloody fault that i'm walking this criminal mile london is drowning in waves of red fire no reason to stop it, i won't be a liar i've no reason to care what happens this time cause i'm too old to change so i'll die on this criminal mile

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One weekend in March 2013, four guys hung out for two days in a garage with a multitude of guitars and rudimentary recording equipment. The resulting collection of songs, "The Knife Of The Party", is a trip through anger, sadness, heartache, lost love, broken promises, and occasionally joy.

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released March 17, 2013

Recorded at The Garage, Wylie Tx.

Produced by Evan Ritchie.

Engineered and Mixed by Jordan Lytle

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"Rust" Dallas, Texas

"Rust" is:

Eliot Ritchie on electric and acoustic guitar, drums, lead and harmony vocals

Evan Ritchie on electric guitar, harmonica, drums, lead vocals

Jordan Lytle on lead electric guitar and acoustic rhythm guitar

Micah Darwin on resonator guitar and acoustic guitar
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